headache

I don't want to stay here anymore...It's so stupid ...I am boring and disappointing with my life now.I didn't study anything and homesick so much...It makes me be headache ...I am thinking a lots ...I am enough old to know I am not suitable for studying english...No one can hear me ...They are laughing when they talk to me...I know you are good at english ,so what? I don't care ...I very hate people who call me idiot and that makes another people laugh into my face ...I was very angry ...It makes me don't want study anymore ...Home sweet home is better for me...I know It is a stupid choice but I can't do anything better than it...It is a big pressure for me ,so what?Ater a long time , I can pass through that...No problem...=.=...